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hey bitches it's the real desha i don't know whose been in my journal but good job whoever you are.i'm at dan's chillen and waiting for ben faggoty ass to come.life is ok nothing to really complain about.dan's dancing around the room and biting the nails he does have.
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[12 Dec 2004|05:48pm] |
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[30 Sep 2004|02:14am] |
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eww the baby puked on me i'm tramatized.but the good news is we're going out tonite to celebrate the old nanny leaving i'm so happy i hate that bitch!
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[29 Sep 2004|11:18am] |
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hey people i have to vent right now. the old nanny is fuckin pissin me off she's always around telling me how to hold the baby and all this stupid bullshit she fucking bugs.i'm so happy she's leaving then i can be alone.on friday they're bringing her to san fransico so i get the house to myself for like 2 days.yesterday i looked up cosmotology shools and i found a few but i don't really have time to go to school.so i'm thinking of just saving my money and buying a car.i'm also thinking of getting a boyfriend ryan's always asking me why i don't get a man so i think i'll try to get a bf or a fuckbuddy or something cuz i'm horny.
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[27 Sep 2004|01:24am] |
I JUST FOUND OUT THAT MERCED IS FULL OF HOT WHITE GUYS AND HOT MEXICAN GUYS THAT WANNA BE WHITE!
CONDOM CONDOM PLEASE DON'T BREAK A BABY I DON'T WANT TO MAKE!
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[26 Sep 2004|10:31am] |
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hey people i'm here in merced it's really cool here everyone is really nice and the baby is so cute her name is marie and she's just so cute.my room is nice and the bed is so soft and everything is so clean unlike my house.we went and saw the new house they're buying and my room is so awesome it has a huge closet with a mirror door and it has double doors opening to the backyard.i haven't seen the car i get to drive yet but i know it's a toyota corolla. i'm on the phone with my sister right now all my friends out there you guys better watch her and make sure she doesn't fuck up.i love you all very much and miss you very much so take care.
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[17 Sep 2004|10:34pm] |
A POEM:
SHE ROCKS
she rocks.
she's like black eyliner and runny
mascara she's blood red hair dye and
an awesome cucumber sandwich she's
sexy like a toungue piercing more
beautiful than any lipstick lesbian
fasinating like a black light mysterious
like the depths of the ocean.she rocks.
****************************ROCK ON NINA******************************
***************************HAPPY BIRTHDAY*****************************
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[17 Sep 2004|10:11pm] |
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life sucks, oxnard sucks, people suck. i hate this shitty town i hate being poor i'm here babysitting trying to make some damn money.yesterday carlos called me at like 8 in the morning "desha i missed my bus, let's hangout." so we went to walmart and got his new glasses which make him look like paul from the wonder years.then we both said we were hungry so we went to home town buffet aka fatty heaven.today i kicked it with patrick we did all kinds of crap we even took pictures ask me for one when you see me!i was late getting over here because my freaking car staled or something it stopped right on the coner of ventura and bard and everyone and their mother was staring at me but nobody was trying to get out of their motherfucking cars and help me!fuck you oxnard your mother sucks cocks in hell!so anyway i go to ryan's and he took me over here thanks ryan you rock.and the kids are being okay no head trama yet!hopefully it'll stay that way.
ps ryan monique
alex and daniel this
sat we're going to
rage if anyone else
wants to go make sure you're
18 and have 10 bucks!
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[01 Sep 2004|04:25pm] |
yes it is true i'm coming back to america.i want to stay but my stupid uncle already bought the ticket.when i was at his house i had a bad attitude about the place so he thought i was gonna go home also the terrorist want bush out so they've been taking americans hostage and killing them and it wasn't in my town before but i guess it's here now and i stick out.so everyone has decided it's best for me to go back but i don't really want to.so i'll see you all tuesday.
WHO WANTS TO PICK ME UP FROM THE AIRPORT?
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[31 Aug 2004|07:17pm] |
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hey i forgot to mention i'm coming back to america everyone around me has already decided!
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[31 Aug 2004|06:46pm] |
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omg ya'll i haven't updated so much stuff has happened!i'm not at my uncle's house anymore i'm at my other uncles house now and it's way better because there are so many people and cousins!and no roaches!3 days ago i went to this club called padi's it was so fun, even though the people there were total posers a bunch a little flips wearin fubu and roca wear with fake platinum around their necks!but i went and saw that hot guy again jon at club arcadia omg he's so hott!here's our conversation:
d: jon you know i think you're so hot do you have a gf?
j: yea she's right over there, actually she's my fiance
d: omg well i better leave she might see me
j: no stay i want to talk with you
d: do you love her?
j: (long pause)yes
d: are you faithfull to her?
j: (long pause)yes
d: then why are you talking to me?
j: because i like you
d: do you wanna go somewhere with me?
j: yes.meet me here at 5:40am and we'll hang out
d: okay i can't wait bye!
omg he's so hot. anyway i didn't make it to our date i got there at 6 because i was hooking up with someone else!yes i have only been here like a week and already i had sex!his name is jomar i don't really like him but he really really likes me!when i was on the dance floor i saw him staring at me then when i went down stairs he was staring at me so i gave him a beer and we started talking we went and danced then he asked me if i wanted to go to a hotel with him.i told my cousins we were gonna go eat and left!we went to the victoria circle hotel and it was fun!but i feel kinda bad cause i sex with someone else last night this guy pj he was tall and skinny so i thought he was gonna have a small dick but it was big!i think i'm losing my touch i choked on it like some common virgin i'm so ashamed!anyway he asked me if i would be his gf i said yes but i'm still gonna have sex with other boys!it's really easy to get some in pi specially for me they really like americans plus i freaking hott!
this goes out to my #1 fag ryan:my friend edmond here likes you he saw your pic and and he got a total boner he wants me to tell you he loves you and to please have sex with him because he loves big dicks and he thinks you're so gorgeous!
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[28 Aug 2004|06:47pm] |
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hey people what up?i'm just chillen in pi!last night i went to a club with my cousins jaja christine and archie.the clubs here are okay when we got there it was crappy bc no one was dancing and the dance floor was like anorexic!but it was cool because in pi i'm old enough to drink, i had a mudslide and a sex on the beach they were both delicious.and there was this really hot waiter there named jon omg he was a fox i wanted to do him so bad!today we went to the whole sale market and i bought some knock off designer bags even though i always talk shit about people who have them!i got a louie vutton purse and wallet a coach purse and wallet and a chanel bag all for the low low prise of 50 american dollars or 1000 pisos!anyway now we're in the mall and like always people are staring.i was playing in the arcade and there was like this crowd of like 20 people just staring.my mom and cousin tell me to just wave and smile but it's really annoying after a while and i'm sure i'm gonna snap soon!
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[04 Aug 2004|07:29am] |
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como estas bitches it is i your master speaking i know you all miss me and i miss you to pi isn't all that great i'm really considering coming back last night a giant man eating roach got into my room and i started crying then i got this speech from my mom about how there's nothing to be scared of but she's wrong that bug was huge!i'm doing really good besisdes the roach i met like 50 million of my cousins which is cool even though only like 3 of them speak english we went to the arcade to play video games and sing kareoke.we were then asked to leave afetr like 20 minutes because my "american presence" was drawing too much of a crowd and i guess it's kind of true i mean i am freaking hott!seriously though i couldn't believe it just because someones from another country you're gonna get all excited that's total bs!it felt kind of cool like i was a celebrity or something but then it was kind of weird because people would not stop staring!
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[14 Jun 2004|09:17am] |
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i cannot believe i'm graduating it's so surreal.i still don't know what's wrong with me i'm like mad at everyone i'm a freaking physco.like any little thing makes me snap i'm so pissed at everything!ryan wrote me this beautiful letter that i'll never throw away and last night i got so pissed because i think he's keeping something from me.then ila and suzy open their big mouths and tell ryan that i'm mad at him.those two need to mind their own business.i'm disgusted with everyone.i wanna grab my diploma and get on the plane and never see anyone again.i don't know what's my problem i'm just ehausted.sorry if i'm being a bitch!
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[07 Jun 2004|09:04am] |
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i haven't updated in a while i don't think anyone has.i'm so physically and mantally exhausted i'm tired of school this party which you're all invited to and these people i want my deploma and i want to get the hell out of here.i feel like everyone has turned on me i feel all alone like i have no one.like no matter how many people you have around you no matter how much friends, family laughing crying it still feels surreal like it's not there.i just feel empty i want to curl into a ball lock my door and tell everyone to FUCK OFF!i feel like ryan i hate everyone i don't care about anything or anyone.and speaking of ryan i probably shouldn't do this but i'm just so tired of him!like i don't even want to look at him he makes me so depressed and angry at the same time he just brings me down.and the other day me ryan ila and suzy were going to suzy's to get some stuff and ryan goes "who cares you're leaving in a month" to me so i pushed him and ila pushed me.so me and ila get in the car and i'm like wtf ila i'm your sister you're suppose to back me up and she's all well you pushed ryan and i said so what is ryan your sister now?ila all you care about is your friends you're so selfish if you want ryan you can fucking have him.and it seems like ryan's at my house all the time now and those bitches went to the beach yesterday and got sand everywhere.i'm going insane i need to just leave.and i'm about to kill ila she keeps giving me this fucking cute smart ass attitude and if she keeps it up i'm going sock her in the face and take her down a few notches!and i don't want to tell suzy to leave but i think the fact that she's at my house is stressing me out.i've never cried so much in me life i'm always sad i just hate everything.
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i'm bored so i'm updated dating suzy's crashing at my house some more she made chicken and mashed potatoes yesterday and it was good.last night me ila and suzy played mario cart and mario party and i totally kicked ass!i also talked to tony trilex last night i think he was masturbating on the phone because he was asking me to breath hard and all we talked about was sex.then he said he was tired and i got mad because i wasn't tired and i wanted to talk and everytime i want to hang up he won't let me.on monday i tried weed for the first time.it was at work in the bathroom with my boss i took two hits but i didn't feel anything he said i was high but i didn't feel anything.on sunday i think i might go to malibu with tony and ryan either to watch the sunrise or the sunset i think it's stupid we could go to our own "beautiful" hueneme beach but they feel malibu is better.
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